May 2012
t minus 16 hours til reckless fun begins. :)
It’s funny to me that you could hate someone so much yet miss that person at the same time for reasons you don’t hate them for.
Mirtazapine makes me hungry
graveyarddust:
As in, food is so awesome I just eat. It’s amazing. I love food.
I gained 15 lbs beecause of Remeron and Zyprexa
I hate when you start your day with both contact lenses in your eyes and end your day with only one in your eye. Like wtf, where’d the other go?
My best friend got hired at my work place. We’re working together this summer. #team racks in the bank account. We may even be living together. Things are looking up, slowly.
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christaryou:
Ugh.. just thinking about alcohol, drinking alcohol or looking at pictures of alcohol makes my stomach flip flop. Such an unpleasant feeling. Just non-alcoholic beverages for me at the next party, please.
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The city look so nice from here Pity I can’t see it clearly While you’re standing there, it disappears It disappears
Saw you sitting all alone You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right Life these days is getting rough They’ve knocked you down and beat you up But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway
You know
If I had a boyfriend,
I’d park outside his house like a creep and bring him snacks and a blanket at night.
Among other things like play jenga and look at all the pretty light pollution aka city lights.
nostalgic-thinking:
Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts...
Florence + The Machine - Never Let Me Go
I’m happy I’ve come to that point in my life that I don’t have to necessarily worry about money. I can throw my debit card onto the table and not worry that I won’t have enough. I tip very well wherever I go. I could care less if I need to spot someone. I don’t think it’s fair to ruin a good meal or not have someone eat cause they don’t have money. I make...
Hello
It’s been a while since I’ve blogged. I’ve strayed from using the computer and much of the internet. I spend a lot of time with family, especially my nephew. The little guy has grown on me. I have not lived at home for two weeks now and today I’m finally going home. I’m still pretty stressed but I chose to not take my medication because I don’t want to depend on...
blackmusic:
Red Cafe – Game Over (prod. DJ...
Confronted
My mom confronted me about smoking weed because she ransacked my room while I was in the hospital for 6 days. She ran into my stash (not that I hid it very well anyways). She basically confiscated my new pipe, grinder, lighter etc etc. Today in the car she calmly said “don’t say anything, let me say what I have to say…” long story short she asked me to stop smoking. Idk if...
Ever since I’ve been living with my brothers, I watch Yo Gaba Gaba with my nephew before bed. He refuses to sleep without me or the tv. He will fall asleep next to me while I do homework if he has to as long as he isn’t alone.
Mom: Hello?
Me: Happy Mother's day Mom!
Mom: Ooo what did you get me?
Me: Uhhh... dinner?
Mom: I don't need food ka'oun, I just want you and your brothers and sisters to get together and get along and wish me a happy mother's day and keep my head clear of stressful things. Wake your brother up and ask him to take you to school tomorrow.
Me: Okay mom, I love you
Mom: yeaaaaaaaas okay. Thank you for wishing me happy mothers day. Bye bye.
poetikc:
Look What You’ve Done - Drake
The song...
asiamber:
“I believe Jehovah-Jireh, I believe...
Trey Songz - Be Where You Are
Touchy Tuesdays.
Deepside - Lovely.
And so it begins...
Day 1 of recovery.
Still haven’t slept since I’ve taken my medication. It’s hot as tits here; I feel pretty sticky. No lie I lowkey kind of miss the hospital room except the plexiglas windows.
These past 6 days
have been the hardest days of my life. I mean, life threatening hard. My family saved my life.
fadedninjaa:
Kid Ink - Time Of Your Life
The only thing right in my life right now..
is my money.
Everything else is synonymous to a pile of pig crap.
April 2012
Don’t trust those you depend on, depend on those you trust.
I had a really good day today. Work sucks the life out of me 6 days of the week, and decided to suck another 2 hours on Sunday. I’m so thankful to have co-workers that are like my closest companions. We spent the day together after the meeting to go have lunch and see a movie. I mean all we do is gossip and talk about the people we hate lol but still, it felt stress free. More days like...
Married Life - Juritztiction Doesn’t Matter -...
Because it’s Thursday XO.
Party & The...
“To whom it may concern,
I refuse to be another being on this earth
I’m...”
– Wale (via livs4life)
I get that I’m reliable. I get that I pull through and make things happen. But shit don’t take advantage of me and expect me to be there with open arms. I KNOW I am nice. My kindness is my weakness, but I can be your worse enemy too. So watch it.
leizaxazzy asked: If I may ask, are you making your own corsage for prom? Haha. Wanna teach me? I'm willing to pay for a corsage if you want! Haha. Please and thank you! It's okay though if you don't want to. No worries about it.
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This guy at work looks like that guy off One Direction that kinda looks like Zac Efron, much shorter and maybe a little more beefy with lovely muscles.
I’m determined to get him for prom.
end of story.
It does not seize to still put me in tears reading old conversation or lengthy text messages that I randomly find in my files that I received from you. All the failed promises, hopes and dreams… None of it pulled through. I can’t believe in a little more than two weeks it would be officially four years. I don’t miss you or being with you. I miss the friendship and the essence of...